1. I met with Dr Mittal yesterday, and he gave me some bad news about the pathology analysis. There is a small amount of cancer that the surgeons were not able to remove during surgery (positive margin). The cancer is proving to be a tenacious opponent. It is located all the way in the back of the eye socket, where the optic nerve leaves the eye socket. It was too far back for the surgeons to be able to remove it. It is very small, but we don’t know how small it is. Dr Pelzer thinks it is in the area of 1-2 millimeters. I will have to have a CT Scan and an MRI this week to determine the size and location of the malignant tissue. It is possible that it is too small to show up on the scans. This would be a good result. Here are my options (so far):
A. Craniotomy: The surgeons can’t reach the cancer from the front door, so they go in through the roof. They would remove a section of my skull and remove the cancer. They would not be operating on my brain, but would be in front of it. Recovery from this operation would be measured in months (4-6?).
B. Gamma knife: The coolest sounding option. A massive dose of radiation is targeted on a very small area (the cancer) and nukes it out of my head.
C. Radiation therapy: If the doctors and I think the cancer is small enough, we may just go ahead with radiation therapy to destroy it. Radiation therapy is designed to eradicate any trace amounts of cancer left, so it will work if the cancer tissue is small enough.
2. Options 1 and 2 will be followed with radiation therapy. All options will utilize Intensive Modulated Radiation Therapy, which is a new type of therapy. IMRT is a recent development, and Dr. Mittal is published expert on IMRT.
3. This is a setback in the war on cancer. Our focus now is on the long term. Options A-C are listed in order of invasiveness v. containment. I could walk away from the hospital right now and claim to be cancer free (foolish), since the imaging probably won’t be able to detect anything. These therapies all present an opportunity to reduce the chance of cancer (in a significant way) returning, and each has a physical cost and risk associated with it. The goal is to keep me healthy long term in exchange for short term misery. We are basically starting the process over with a much smaller tumor.
4. FAQ: No you can’t borrow my eyepatch. Very few people can pull off the pirate thing. You are not one of those people.
I will uphold the pirate tradition of terrorizing the Navy, and giving young midshipmen nightmares.
5. The ROTC command has stepped up for the Team. Captain Komnick informed me today that he has requested a one year MECEP extension on my behalf. After approval, that will allow me an extra year to finish school or medically recover enroute to my commission. We can’t express strongly enough how much this means. I am still charging hard to graduate and commission on time, but it is a great relief to know that should my treatment not go as we would hope, we don’t need to struggle with professional obligations during that troubled time. Myself and my entire extended family send heartfelt gratitude to the Commanding Officer, the Executive Officer, and the Marine Officer Instructor for their support.
6. I would thank GySgt Wiss as well, but he’s a Seahawks fan and we just don’t do that.
7. It has come to my attention that Dr. Symanski is very upset that she did not receive a creative yet aggressive nickname. Since she is the lovely opthalmologist who initially discovered my extremely rare cancer (its quite possible she saved my life), I would like to put this task out to all members of Team Schrank. Whoever comes up with the best nickname for Dr. Stacy C. Symanski will get a free official Team Schrank T-shirt, and will have front of buffet line privileges right behind the Petersens (PeterSENS, PeterSENS…). Post your ideas in the comments section of this post.
8. Next update will be after the Diagnostic scans, probably end of next week.